my dream-

i was, um, somewhere.. i think it was supposed to be school or something, but it was actually my bedroom.. someone heard me say i wanted to be on stars in their eyes.. so they went and got me an audition or something.. which was funny, i was scared.. cos i didn't actually want to be on it, i was just saying it would be fun.. anyway, with the idea of not actually going, i did go.. but didn't actually do the audition. it was a weird, weird old place, the stage was like half a mile high (not kidding, it was like a cliff lol), like right next to the ceiling.. hmm.. the place turned out to be my auntie and uncle's place.. but not, dreams are odd.. anyway i was just, in this place.. and then somehow ex#1 was there.. i think i had been talking to him online when we were in school/my bedroom.. and he said something about wanting to be with me.. so yes, he was there, and we kinda got back together.. we couldn't stop hugging.. walking around places, talking, hugging.. it was just, nice.

so yes, i woke up thinking about him, being annoyed that i dreamt it.. that, and that it's not true.. blah..

oh well, like i said, i'm becoming tougher to things like this.. plus, the other ex is emailing me now, i don't really care.. about either of them.. a while ago, just one of these things would have put me in a weird mood all day.. but today, i'm in a weird mood anyway so i really don't care ;)