and then there's love... i'd say that was just annoying.. it can be the best feeling ever.. but if you don't want it to be there, it's just annoying and inconvenient. how do we tell when things like this are real? what is love? really? once you've loved one person, can you love another? it leaves people hurt.. all over the place.. it's just messy..

"just friends" how does that work? how can it possibly work? if you've been more than just friends, once, it's always going to be there.. it doesn't go away.. not completely.

"can we still be friends?"

why? what's the point? you split up... if yer gonna be friends, it'd be weird.. there's always the small hope of getting back together.. may be subconcious, but it's still there...

think of a good friend, and then think about having the same thing with an ex boyfriend/girlfriend... would it work? honestly? without any feelings at all of the boyfriend/girlfriend nature... no deep down feelings.. no lust, no kissing, nothing at all.. no weirdness about the reason you split up in the first place... just good friends.. and no fanticising! let me know your answer..

the only times i've seen people of the oposite sex be just good friends, is when one (or both) of them is gay (usually the guy), or the girl's a tomboy type thing... otherwise, they may get on really well, but they guy's still fantacising about her... like, he might know full well that nothing could ever happen, but if the girl turned round and asked him out.. or, kissed him.. or something, i can't imagine a guy ever saying no..

i had a dream last night... i don't want to think about it, but it's put me in a really weird mood today.. kinda paranoid... and i hate it.. it's annoying for me and anyone that i talk to..

oh well.. i'm gonna go now, and, bury myself, or something... or just have a bath.. and drown in it.. or not..

damn, i just remembered, i prommised a happy entry didn't i..! oh well, just not now...

see ya later lovely people :)