Oh, you want more?

:D

Okay hello, and welcome back. I haven't been away, I have just been having a snooze.

I find it very difficult to read people's diaries when I'm having a snooze, so I'm afraid I haven't. Please let me know if I have missed anything important.. or not important.. or anything.. I'm sure I have, but you people write a hell of a lot ;)

Okay, me? Well, I got one of these:

(it's a hamster)

She's called Ruby, and is lovely, and hamstery. :D

Ummmmmm...

I'm less well.. I was really really really good for a while, then really really really bad... so uh, not great.. but I contacted Erica White, so I can do this whole candida diet thing through someone who knows what they're on about..

So that should be good.

I'm gonna get better :D

Oh yes, um, my 90yr old Grandad had a heart attack the other day, so that was nice. Apparently it was pretty bad, and he was on drugs to release the clot in his heart.. which were bad because there was a risk of a stroke.. So yeah, great fun.. The whole family, and anyone who had any contact with the family I should think, were worried out of our brains. Mum was walking round like a zombie with puffy eyes all day and not getting anything done that she had planned to do. I was having horrible nasty thoughts all day..

An old friend of Mum and I, died recently, I hadn't seen him for years, and he loved me like his own. Soppy fool. That hit me fairly bad when his step daughter sent us some things he had kept. Letters, photos, cards.. Some he had written on the back of.. 'not mine, but I love her like she was'

I've never had to deal with death before. Only my grandma, and I wasn't old enough to understand at all, I don't think I was even 2 yet.

Anyway, so we were all worried shitless about my Grandad.

He's okay now, he's in the ward (as opposed to the crittical unit), causing trouble.. He doesn't believe he was that bad! He thinks he's just got better because he's him.. And not because of all the amazing care he's had! He was talking about driving home, and doing the shopping on the way! Ha!

I must admit, he's a pretty amazing 90yr old. He climbs up ladders to fix the roof, he fixes his car, he plays the organ, entertaining the old folk and the old people's home!

But now he's not gonna be the same :( and I haven't heard anything since yesterday, but knowing how he was yesterday, and knowing him as a person, it's not gonna sink in easily that he won't be able to do half of that stuff anymore.

It's a shame, but thank god he's still alive!

:D